just keep on laughing

come straight and aware.

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 14:51:42 GMT

Hey, i dont really use this anymore, and neither does anyone else, but i found a pretty sweet layout and wanted to put it in, for anyone who does read this anymore. so senior years going pretty good i guess if u can actually say school is good in anyway i guess. right now im in webpage with christian, so sexy lmao. jp but i do love him, i make his "left nipple hard"LMAO. Thing are going good with the guy situation right now, getting back to normal, olivejuice<3.. keeping it pretty secretive right now. my friends are good i guess u can say. um and thats about all. oh and soon im going to see andy, he said he's doing better since the accident so yay =D. okay well im outie. laterrrr...

Rest in peace, Justin
you are in our prayers

what for?

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 19:14:07 GMT

so the last week was exciting.. punta cana 05', i miss all my lil vacation buddys.. "i had the time of my life and i owe it all to you" i miss my german boy (vaca boyfriend as the holland boys say) i learned curses and dirty things i many different languages slomper!, "me tetons son deare'" lol..my frenchyy..lol, he made me wanna learn french so i can actually hold a convo instead of saying like 1 word sentences lol. 151, mama-juana, TEQUILLA!! lol.. gasolina, marangue, CHA CHA SLIDE lmao... EMINEM lol..

anyways besides all the partying and fun.. i did alot of thinking.. and what's it all for? idk.. i guess evaluating the situation while taking a break from it makes u think more clearly.. and seriously.. theres no reason for any of it..

BIG PIMPIN'

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 20:55:51 GMT

theres one things i used to love about myself
is how i never counted on a guy for happiness

idk what i've let myself do, but when it comes to you
im the happiest when i'm with you, beside you, when i'm in your arms.

KC August 8th, blue eyed girl!! much love!

Back Seat, Windows Up

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 15:44:17 GMT

with every break up..
you grow a little each time.

i have one anouncement to make... i love my friends!
props to alex szerling, andrea & lana, & kelly! haha love u girls<33

nicoles sweet 16 was soo much fun. happy birthday nicole .. your cool as hell!

& summertime

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 17:17:47 GMT

wow like its just hitting me im a senior, i keep saying oh the seniors and there like wait u guys or the ones that just graduated ahh haha. feels pretty good.
lifes pretty rad right now, love my friends and my boy! lol my BOO oh did i scare you? lol. sorry inside joke. red rock, chillen in my driveway or pool area til early morning, just swimming and tanning with the girls<3(i love AAbodts), oh and the partys. neways...
so im prolly going to long beach island with kel bel.. so excited ( her dad loves me for some reason, the other day he took me quading to see the sunset.. so pretty.) and my mom just informed me that were going to boston to get on a cruise to bermuda, how hawt! small pool get together at mi casa for fourth of july. well i gtg get ready, bobs teaching me how to skateboard today or something. wish me luck lol. later

i wanted you to know that i love the way you laugh

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 15:35:55 GMT

Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles<3

on again

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 15:52:06 GMT

maybe i lied, okay i did lie, im not over it
im head over heals for him<3...

i'm over it

Mon, 30 May 2005 23:26:06 GMT

fri-me andrea and dustin chilled, movies and met up with chris mchale at mc donalds. good times, i was gonna fight dustin but he was scared he knew i'd win haha jp. he said he couldnt fight me he wouldnt be able to hurt me (mentally that is cause physically damn).
neways sat.- family party-- drunkin adults, watching the notebook, crazy kids running around the house and me either in my room sleeping, or downstairs drinking and watching the notebook with the adults.yeah... so good. andrea called me that night and all i could do was bable she said i dont even remember.
Sun- andrea came over, lets just say hiene and smirney. ben, trip, luke, phil ficco, joey(last two are from pme)--dairy queen, ballin, the shack.. idk supposedly ficco saw a deer lol & we all almost died.-- o and mean text messages from an immature EX!
monday-chilling & swimming with andrea. it was cold tho, then met up with ficco and now im home.

but yeah im so over it, people that are close to me know who im over, wow you really know someone when their immaturity prevails.

its just the beginning i guesse.

Tue, 24 May 2005 20:18:43 GMT

everything deserves a second chance. no matter how messed up it seemed.
hey atleast im semi happy now. things hopefully will just get better with him and my friends.
....& im not gonna rely on him all the time for happiness either cause i realized u cant do that...just live life. thats my plan!
alright thats it. gotta do some things before the CIRCUS lmao. later!! <33

would it be wrong if i said i miss you

Wed, 18 May 2005 19:43:23 GMT

sitting, wishing, waiting

letting go..

Tue, 17 May 2005 23:33:34 GMT

here i am, once again
i'm torn into pieces
cant deny it, cant pretend
i thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

whats done is done. <3broken hearted once again<3

im in the mood for a hienee!

Sun, 15 May 2005 18:14:39 GMT

so here's the update...
soccer seasons over, ill def. miss it and all the girls. good times, bethanys the dancing goalie, kim and val with their funny voices, kelly squirting water and trying to catch it with her mouth, and anna hurting her coxic or something ... well in simplier terms its her ass bone lol. last night was senior night, girls come visit next year. Armay good times, thanks for pushing me to talk to him<3 lol

yea so me and rob are officially going out. 5-13 FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH. freaky lol. same night i got in trouble lol cause i wasnt where i was supposed to be and andrea too but she got caught the next day haha.. i <3 u andrea and ur hienee's lol. 'yo lemme holla for a dolla bill ya'll" lmao..so random lol

last night chris and andrea picked me up we got rob and then andrea found out she was busted lol so we dropped her off and chris dropped me and rob off at senior night, we chilled with alex szerling, then andrea and chris came to senior night and when it started to rain we left. we went to get alana and then to ritas, we attempted to see a movie some parrot documentary lmao.it was supposed to make us feel like we could "fly out of the movie theater" but instead it was gay so we bounced and went to my house watched meet the fockers and then chris alana and andrea left b/c they had to be home by 11, and me and rob stayed and finished the movie <333

thats about it.. outie.

cant stop smiling

Thu, 05 May 2005 22:36:55 GMT

i think im the happiest ive been in a long time..
and its all because of you<3

awe im so happy right now, alot of people know why.. caugh RK caugh lol. hes so amazing..(sense of awesomeness).. and i love it.. loving life at the moment, no one can bring me down lol. thats about it

o yea thank god alex s. is back. ive missed her SOOO much. love ya girlie!!

well yea nothing else to write.. so into you<3

i wanted you to know, that i love the way you laugh

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 16:13:14 GMT

i had a great time last night...even tho vanessa and matty couldnt come last minute. it actually wasnt too awkward.. it was really fun..and rob kept me laughing all night. he even made me face my fears of backing out of drive ways. lol. he made me pull into jon cramers drive way and back out. i was so scared that id hit something or a tree but i did it! only cause he talked me through it lol..<33 =D well tonights supposed to be senior night but we'll see how that goes with all the rain we had and how we are supposed to have a thunderstorm.. but im outie. LATER

110%

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 03:09:08 GMT

so its thursday. tomorrows friday.
amittyville horror tomorrow night with Rob K. =D, Vanessa and Matty!

and thats about it.

whatever

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 20:08:24 GMT

this is actually starting to get really annoying.

-- a lil house on mainstreet right by the school.. frat house? possibly? had their porch filled with LIKE 10 hott college guys, most no shirts on, some with only boxers. like i mean they were DROP DEAD SEXY! i honked at them haha alex s. was laughing like o no u didnt haha.

he's a hawty!!!

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 22:10:39 GMT

so yea since my computers jewish i havent been able to update. so im on my moms laptop doing this shit. lol. well this weekend was enjoyable. friday picked up kelsey k. (not to mention driving into her ditch). we checked out movie night, was a dud so we didnt even go in and headed to stephans where i so won all that money in poker for wetmore and then laying on the trampoline was funnn! even tho everyones foot was like up everyones asses god lol. saturday away game, had to be at the school at 7:45 SO EARLY. we played southern lehigh, which was a 2-3 loss, i went out that night with angela, andrea, alana and erica much fun. (im just trying to return my ddr lol) then met up with chris and tim, then i had to leave and go home but then my mom said go back out GAY so i stopped by brians. sunday i just chilled in, i was crazy tires. monday was a home game, yesterday away game at east-burg north, we won both and tomorrow away game East-burg south be there! well thats about it. im outie.

heyyy yaaa...

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 15:05:03 GMT

welcome to a war-zone;
welcome to mayhem
welcome to heartbreak hotel.

ps. i wanna do something to my hair.
and go more blonde, but idk what kind of blonde.
any suggestions

ladies is pimps too

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 00:43:07 GMT

8-1 V. 2-0 JV.
Yeah Girls!
Ladies is pimps too.

on that note, tomorrow after practice, me and sami are going tanning, coming back here to shower and play ddr and then from there who knows. hopefully she's sleeping over. dont know yet. Gonna be a great April Fools Day!--i wanna prank someone. and i think i have an idea. lol hehe.

later

PS:happy birthday tee!

here comes peter cotton tail

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 04:32:00 GMT

happy easter ya'll!!

well yea, this vacation was interesting to say the least. i got ddr from my mom for an "easter" present. so excited to play. i have my research paper due tuesday and im only on page 4 and i have to write like 8 pages so yea. ill get to the ddr when i get to it lol. thats about it. laterrr

love like this, so rare to find

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 04:04:00 GMT

A girl & guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please, it's to scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
::Girl hugs him::
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know.

Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

in need of a boy.

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 22:17:30 GMT

hmm.. theres not much to say. i really either need to work(cherry top hired me but yet never call me in to work) or get another job until they let me work, or im gonna be poor forever. i need a boyfriend, but soccer seems to be taking up alot of my time. uh all i really need is some lovin' lol. thats about it. lateeer

when i ask, you laugh

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 19:42:18 GMT

happy birthday ALEX
(times 2 - szerling and weekes)

went a little shopping on friday with berto.
& going out with alex and mitchell in a little bit.

*i'll try for whatever its worth*

shut doesnt go up!

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 03:08:41 GMT

shut up you abortion surviver!
lmao--Charvet..

friday was seebodes party, which was fun, didnt get to stay too long sad, i got there late cause it was my sisters b-day and we were having cake and then after like an hour of me being there it started snowing.
o well hopefully another party soon.

today i went and picked up alex at her house, we went to the mall (shopping), i got this bacon treat for my puppy at that lil stand across from NY and Company (chino loved it) , i saw *andy*, then i had to go to the pet store to get something for my puppy, then went home me and alex ate dinner and chilled, then cherry top and then my mom drove her home. good times.
alex s. he'll never notice..i hope. lol our little secret!

thats about it,
soccer tomorrow yay!.. eh
LAYER!

... stessin'

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 20:42:45 GMT

ive been hardcore stessing lately. school is such a drag i never wanna go nemore. theres always so much fucking work. SAT's are coming up, Freemans killing us with tests and quizes like woah! and my family is really starting to tick me off. oh and finally relizing that the 3 words i love you arent very sacred nemore. some boys just say it to neone. FUCK MAN